every time i see you pass by
i always feel my heart fly
for everytime i see you smile
feels like i’m heaven so high
he passes by me everyday
&& ask me how i do today
if you only knew the feeling inside
you’ll cast all my fears aside
then one day, you went away
&& left me astray
you didn’t ask how i’d feel
you didn’t know that this is for real
it took a while
before i could smile
it took a while before i knew
that all we could ever be is just the same
&& nothing new.
:]]
why aren’t you here
can’t you here me crying over here?
i can’t control this emptiness;
i just feel this bizarre loneliness.
teardrops start to fall;
an image of you crafted on the wall;
imaginations popping up in my mind;
is this the reality or am i just blind?
i really don’t know what to do;
i would just like to have a glimpse of you;
remembering you might be abasurd to others,
but for me, it really bothers.
you are my inspiration
amidst trials && exhaustion;
hoping that you’d stay,
walking with me along the bay.
your naive message is laconic,
yet it’s making me ecstatic;
though i’m confused if it’s true;
i just can’t have restraint but be blue.
in you, i’m entrusting this heart of mine,
expecting that it would be fine;
this heart indeed looking for you,
coz’ it wouldn’t be perfect without you…
:]]
a knowing turmoil && solitude is occuring in my heart
i don’t know!!! but it makes me torn apart
all i can do is to breakdown && cry
‘coz i’m not sure if i still have the strength to try…
sleepless nights thinking of you
i know it’s stupid!!! but it makes me feel blue
can someone embrace && kiss away the sorrow in me???
to forget every memory of thee…
you’re not a friend i thought you should be
but rather an enemy that covers my eyes to see the reality
maybe someday my heart shall mend
so boy!!! i guess this is where our fantasy ends.
:p
i used to think the times that we’re together
‘coz i want our friendship yo last forever
but you’ve been in a separate way
&& give your hands to another && lay
i admit that i was hurt
but i just covered my eyes with my shirt
so that no one could see
the tears falling && the pain in me
i tried to be close to you again
but it seems i’m just waiting in vain
i still don’t want to surrender
but it all comes up that i’m the offender
now that you’re with another
i can describe you as a blooming flower
because your happiness seems no end
not like the stems that easily bend
despite this frustrations
my love as a friend will still function
if that will make you feel nice
then i would be willing to sacrifice
:[[
